So I have always believed that my life was going to be set up a certain way. I knew some aspects would not be what the original plan told of, but I figured the core of the future would be the same. I thought maybe I would become a scientist or be engaged in a mentally challenging job, but that plan has changed. I knew that was going to occur. I believed that this would not be true for the core, but I have learned that the core of the future can change just as quick as the other parts. I thought that my core of my future would be a house, wife, kids, a good job, and easy day to day. This image is seen in a lot of my friends lives, plus or minus some changes, and that always made me feel like I was falling behind. I always thought that one day I would succeed at obtaining that core dream, except I think I was never meant to receive that dream. One thing that I am fairly certain about is that I am supposed to be in a public service job, one in which I can help people. These types of job