One Day to Another

I am sure the statement "patience is a virtue" has been heard by everyone, and told to everyone that it must be practiced. I have always though that I was really good at practicing patience, the only problem I am slowly finding out I am not very good at this practice. I guess that I need to look into the practice even more, and I need to learn it quick (Haha not patience in learning patience, I need to learn it now... Irony, I think so). Through understanding that I need to learn the virtue know as patience, I have also learned, learning a virtue is actual really difficult. This reminds me of my senior project that I had to write for my BS in which which moral theory is best, yet the paper in the end is the same as the start. It is a constant loop and when you truly gain that virtue you move up into another circle and cycle around forever until you are ready to jump to the next section. So with that said, I guess I am going to go through this learning process while I really n

Today, 10 years ago was a very sad day and a day that millions of people will never forget. Many people say its day that we as people affected by it will never forget what we were doing when the events occurred. I hold this true and do remember what occurred 10 years ago. Many people saw fear and pain from the days after that, but hope slowly started to come to peoples minds. Hope is something that is not an item, but can changes and help people defeat and move forward. Hope keeps people going, and inspires them to try for the most. People were in fear, but saw hope that would help them to push through the hard times and find the silver lining. What I took from this is that if people can get through, remember such a time, and still live a life full of hope and knowing that bad things can happen but we all must forward. I have learned that even in the rough I must try my hardest to move forward. What I have learned the must was that I have to hope best and know that not everything works

Today started off pretty good and took off from there. I woke up ready to go and felt good but still a little sad about things but that changed quite fast. I woke up ate breakfast, and got ready for my haircut (haircuts make me feel good for some reason). While I was waiting there I got an amazing text from someone I wanted to hear from. I got an immediate smile and felt so good. I continued the texting until I had to stop because of another important call. A call that may change my life for the best and made tomorrow a huge and big deal. I have to say The first half today was the most amazing thing ever. Work was the regular but because of the text earlier, work was easy for me since my mind was locked on that person with the slight thought of the big events coming very very soon. Tell tomorrow.

As the title states I am starting the rinsing process on what I have gone through. Its time clean off the harsh dirt that has gathered on me and start look towards the cleaner picture. I am still dwelling and hurting, but I think I am doing better then I was. I am trying to stand up straight and keep walking with at fault, but right now a couple steps do hurt and some do not at all. I just got to keep my mind thinking other things, and hopefully I'll start feeling better. One thing I decided to keep my mind off of things is by putting one thing on it. This items is a goal that I am going to try so hard to accomplish. Right now I don't have anything else going for me so I really need to work hard on this. Well I am done for the night and shall come back tomorrow night.

How about this another dark and depressing entry in the blog. You would think that I would try to write something, well more lively, upbeat, and well I guess with light. The only problem is that it seems that I am always looking for the dark. It seems that I search for the bad. Even though I know there is going to be an unmentionable pain, I still think I should go for it. Even though I know what is going to happen in both a professional manner and personal experience forbade it, I still move through with it. I have no idea why this happiness, but it seems that I forget how to stop it or to walk away from it. Yet again maybe falling into these errors is what I need to do. I learn from ever mistake, it helps me move forward and help me understand what is going on it my life and what I need to truly do. I know that a lot of the mistakes and dark times that I fallen into are my fault, and I need to learn how to evade those situations or at least fix them. The statement that comes up in m