One Day to Another

For the past couple of days I have actually found a point of quite and peace. Something that has been hiding from me for some time now. This is truly put me at ease and a relaxing feeling.  I guess the fact is stuff seems to be a place were I am finally looking past the trivial present items and see the large picture with the light at the end. It is something that I think a lot of people need to look for more often. Yet, I know that is really a difficult thing to do. The fact is a moment of peace is worth a couple of struggles. I'll push through those struggles as much as I can instead of dreading when that day would come. To be honest the simple fact that this moment came out of no where made it that much better. The fact is today, through all the calls and events going on, I was thinking of many things to write on here. The fact is I forgot them except this one thought. To be honest I am happy where I am and I know one thing about me. I well not just stand at where I am at...

     So i decided to go for a walk today on my day off, knowing that I needed to get back in to the root of who I am. This is something that I have been failing to do for sometime now and it has hit me that I think that is the cause to some of my issues of late. I really, really need to figure myself out. The though part of this is starting at the very beginning again. So this walk was going to let me figure out my plan of attack. Usually how I start this process is much like writing for me, find something or think something and go nuts... Right now I feel stuck again repeating the process of what am I doing. The only thing that came to mind immediately was the fountain on the east side of the road. You can hear the roar of the captured water streaming down the wall feeling freedom for such a brief moment, only to hit the rough ending conclusion of pool of calm tranquilly water. That pool of water slowly circling around the grey walls with nothing to look forward othe...

So I have recently upgraded my mobile computing device. I once had a very nice, fairly good spec laptop that was full of power. I have now I guess downgraded to a "tablet". The thing is I love this little power house. Sure it is not as strong as the old laptop, but with 15 hours of time with out a corded charge it pushes to awe for me. I love the fact that I can go anywhere in my house and start typing away. Yes, I mean typing full size keyboard that comes off instantly. I do not game as much as I use to but instead type, surf and read news and other items which again makes this 2 pound wonder if nicer. Only some small issues here and there but all new devices have that. Now that is a sales pitch right there... Anyways, because of this little beast I have been wanting to write again and I can just pick a nice place to sit and the words flow on the go. There is something so refreshing that I can just walk around and then start typing. Yes, I could have done that with t...

So I have failed to update or do any writing this year. I am not sure what has been the cause of this other then some small changes. A very poor excuse in my book, so maybe I should fix this issue. Well as far as update, not much has really happened. Work has been work and has been somewhat crazy. Personal life, well has been pretty good and I really cannot complain. Now outside of that, not much at all, no revolutionary ideas, thoughts, or even writing ides. Hopefully I start getting some inspiration and start piecing some positive and meaningful words together. Outside of that, I have been working extremely hard on the house and getting the backyard done. Is there relevance to these sudden topi? Yes, yes there is. The point of this is I have always wanted a garden and backyard that I could spend time in and relax. Seems to be a nice and good place to inspire and grow those words that I have been so inept in finding here lately. Plus, just having the back yard set up is going to b...

Well I had to have an extremely misleading title, but in all essence what does happen when you work in the middle of no year for twelve hours? You, A) work a lot and B) well you tend to think a lot because there is nothing to do. In fact I would probably have had this written this blog if I had some type on internet connection. but yet again I was in the middle of no where guarding a pipe line. Anyways on to the actual wordage, is that an actual word? I regress. So last night I kinda figured out where I am in life, a self proclaimed workaholic that is very lazy outside of work, is probably where I need to be minus the lazy part. Seriously I really need to remove the lazy part like its cancer. In fact as I write this I am sitting in my ice chest of a room watching "Californication." So let us see where I am not to lazy beside the periods of work. Ohhh, I am writing, something that I should do more often. I am creatively thinking of how I can make my house look better. Yes I ...

Mental health has become an ongoing, huge issue. It has only taken several years and major incidents, yet still isn't taken the way it needs to. The good thing is, I believe that people are finally understanding that understanding mental health importance is something we as group of individuals needs to push this to a major need. I have always enjoyed why certain things work. One of my favorite things is how the brain works. I have read several books on serial killers and how they all have a mental disability or learned disability because if being raised in a certain way. People always say "how could they do this." The fact is some of it is controllable and other parts is we as a society should have interfered and tried to give help if not to help the individual but to help the future victims. Now to the more common mental health issue that gets the majority of the screen play is spree shooters. An example of these individuals are Laughner Jared Lee Loughner to Adam L...

Well here lately in the great southwest of Arizona, heat and humidity have been mashing together. By doing that outside weather can be pretty nasty and not the best. With that said calls at work have also been a little bit more interesting. People have been a lot more dangerous to other people which in turns dangerous towards me. Its funny people can always blame their moods on the weather and here lately it seem to correlate. The weather still does not give people the right to act out as they are but it is still an interesting thing to look at. So I decided that I was going to use my degree for once, you know that really expensive paper that I worked 5 years for and spent 35K on and used that knowledge to look up studies. Before I explored that this was my theory on the whole thing. Hot Weather = Violent Crimes. The longer the hot weather progresses the more Violent crimes well increase. As far as non violent crimes, I.E. larceny and vandalism, probably does increase, but not a...