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New Year Waves

 Here we second post of the year. That is two writings in a row. Some might say that is almost a pattern. Okay, I do think you have to have more than two things of the same to make it a pattern. 

Anyways, this week was a full week back to work after a week off. The time off just before a new year seems like a good idea just so you can keep that whole new year new you thing. Start the whole year in a refreshed state. Work it self was too bad and people were not too bad so with that said the new year hasn't been too bad. 

With a new year I have decided that I wanted to reflect on things more. I deemed that I was going to write more and read more. So far, reading has been lacking. Writing well, please see above. I am not quite sure what I want to read, not do I know what I want to write. I figured reading well come eventually, once I get a good story. As far as writing, that is going to be done here. 

This first week of review does not have much to reflect on. I think the biggest thing was one of drives to work. When I left my house, it was just on the cusp of day light and had to turn my lights on. As I drove a few more miles and the sun decided to peak upwards. As I hit the interstate, I got perfect view of the Rincon and Santa Catalina mountain ranges. That morning, the sun was just providing some light showcasing a dark blue. In some area, a beautiful pink hue popped. That single color grabbed me and as I drove I had to look back at a couple more times. I am not quite sure, but it could have just been it was the most interesting thing to see that morning. 

As I was thinking were that colored came from all I could thing was the fact all that color was a wave of energy that was filtered. My eye then takes in that wave of energy, translates it and tells my mind what the color is. Just haw that process works amazes me. That process makes one think of all the amazing things are mind does such as understanding a language, deciphering if someone is sick just on there face and ultimately understanding how those process work. 

Anyways, hopefully the next writing I can write something that is a little bit more, ummm, substantial.   

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