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Waiting for the covers to open up

So school has started and opened the covers for the spring of 2010. This is going to be the largest class load I have taken, but I am thinking that it will not feel so bad. Two of the online classes seem very interesting and the teachers appear to be very enthused in teaching them. HUM 120 seems to be a little harder then I predicted, but I am not worried because I feel that I am already ahead and want to keep the pace due to the fact the items I am reading are some what interesting. The special education class has not fully grabbed my attention, but I have feeling there will be at least one conversation were it will spark my flame and get me into the mood of the class. The other two classes start on Wednesday and Thursday, one with a teacher I dislike her view and how she teaches, but she does do a good job the way she does it. The other one I am not sure yet, but I am ready to go and see what I have in front of me. I have noticed that since school has started that my free time has disappeared even more so then before due to the fact I want to make sure I have time to do my studies and do what I promised to do for my self, which is live a healthier life. I have been waking up at 8 on the dot and hope to keep on doing that and then working out some way. I hope that tomorrow my workout will be that of a special one were I'll go up to Madera Canyon and enjoy the sights and get a good work. When I come down I hope to hit the books and keep going at the pace I currently have found.

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