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Learning curve

So another year has gone by, a year which was a harder one then that of the other years I have gone through. The thing about this year is that I determined that I was going to live life and truly take it what the world giveth thy. I guess one of the main reason why I have decided to go about doing this is because of my recent philosophy class. This class has truly opened my mind and an even greater placement. I tend to read into items greater then they should, but I have learned to truly understand the view that is being delivered, but to combine that with my views and figure the best viewpoint. My recent task is to try to be single, and it has been a challenge and I am only in to day 4. This challenge is hard, and even more so since I want have a relationship... will one that is good in other words. I have seen though that it has become a little easier to be sociable amongst people male or female since I decided to go about this. I have also learned that there is a lot of life offered in life, it just people forget to stand still for a few moments to see this things that could be done in order to actual enjoy this vast world. I like to watch movies a lot due to the fact many of them have a wonderful story and ides that help you understand what is going on. I watched a movie last night, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, which I found to be a very good movie, infact a movie that may help several people out. I truly do not know exactly what the writer or the director is trying to present in the movie, but I think that the main point is that memories serve such a valued part of everyday life. Even though many of us have several problems that we want to "erase" due to the pain that we receive. I ask this one question though, WHY? These events occur in our life more and more and they help us determine what we need know and fix or stay away from. In fact I did think why the concept of my mind being erased of the relationship I went through just ended,, but why. do I want I started to think. I remember the good time a lot, but for some reason after the party is done we forget the bad part, along some of the good parts. I think that we people should fully relict our memories not as a painful item but a lesson sitting in a class room and try to open your mind to it and make it work for you.

For the end I leave you with this thought.
We run and hide from the pain, but isn't pain just a item in or brain that tells us something hurts. So if we have a mental ache couldn't we learn from that pain look at that pain and go wow I should taken the time to be safe so I would have not burned myself.

Never Forget, Never Regret, Always Move Forward, that is the way of life.

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