Tired but Feeling Great

So I woke up right on time at 8 this morning and went to Madera canyon for hiking. I got there feeling the feeling of hiking and ready for the go. It wasn't cold but a cooler temperature then usual. As I got further up the mountain there was still un-melted snow that blanketed the dark dark soil. I kept going with some stop, do to a sinus affection that is still bothering me, but I didn't let that stop me. I have to say going on this hike made me feel ready for the challenges ahead of me.

Today starts a large amount of challenges ahead of me, but a challenge I am ready to endure since it is the thing that brings something new and something better to come. This is odd I am doing really really good at writing positive logs now... Here to another day...

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When view through a window looks bad look through another.

In yesterdays post I talked about the amount of stress that I am placing myself in and stretching myself so thin that I am actual feeling a real effect of it. I began to look at everything that I am doing and the hell that I am placing myself into which a very bad situation, one that could place my whole future in a hell. I am seeing that because I am trying to do so many things that I am actually being very shellfish and not doing the right thing. I have so much that is riding on me and yes I need to have fun, but I also need to remember there are other things that should be holding precedence over. Its time to get thing straight and see there is a definitive path in which I must follow to make sure my future at hand, the way it may happen won't be changed because of poor choices on my part. Its time to close one window, and begin to look out another to see a new view, picture, hope for the future.

3 years from now and 3 years ago

So I was watching How I Met Your Mother today and there is one episode that they talk about 3 years from now. The concept was actually pretty interesting and saw myself thinking about 3 years ago. The first thing I could think about was that I was finishing my second to last semester of college. That was the only thing that I could instantly think about 3 years ago. As far as what I believed would happen 3 years from there, I would think I would believe that I would have a girlfriend and in a long time relationship and hopefully starting my career. Well here I am at 3 years and I am not in a relationship at all, I did graduate from college and I have a house. The thing that I did hope for is my career and I am going through those steps. This challenge has been very hard and I am only 5 weeks in and have 3/4 to go but I know I can do it. As for relationships I have been on and off so many time about relationship I am starting to think that I could be partially by polar. I guess if...

Open your eyes in a mirror and a whole new picture appears

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