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2013 brought a new light and 2014 brings a new day

So here I am sitting in my living room on December 31st, 2013. Before I started typing this I read my post last year regarding 2012. That year, 2012, was bad yet it pushed me to my next level. 2013 was the actual display of that change. In January I started one of the toughest challenges that I had gone through.

The Sheriff's Academy was a huge challenge. There were some major time were I though it was not for me and my dream was just an image. Every time I was feeling like I was going to quite I looked back at 2012. I saw my Dad, also heard him say no, and my grandfather in the back of my head. I knew there was no chance I could quite. Hell it was written on my damn arm.

Eventually I made it through and was given my badge. I now had the next challenge, show he department that I had hat it takes to be a sheriff's deputy. Well as most know, that was shown and here I am now, all on my own. SO DREAM COMPLETED! And a lot to keep doing to keep that dream going!

Besides the new job, not much has happened. I have learned  a lot about myself and what I want from life. I also have started getting better at I guessing being more of an adult, or as much of an adult a 26 year old can.

As far as this new year, I am going to push myself to be the best I can at my profession. I have learned that just learning what is in front of me is not the way to go. I need to push myself to go past that education and better myself even more.

I have other goal that I want to achieve. I want to spend more time with my family and friends. And who knows I think it maybe time to seriously think about my family. Meaning I guess it's time settle down, just a little.  So announcing my 2014 new years list... in tomorrows blog

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