Rinse and repeat with some changes.

As the title states I am starting the rinsing process on what I have gone through. Its time clean off the harsh dirt that has gathered on me and start look towards the cleaner picture. I am still dwelling and hurting, but I think I am doing better then I was. I am trying to stand up straight and keep walking with at fault, but right now a couple steps do hurt and some do not at all.

I just got to keep my mind thinking other things, and hopefully I'll start feeling better. One thing I decided to keep my mind off of things is by putting one thing on it. This items is a goal that I am going to try so hard to accomplish. Right now I don't have anything else going for me so I really need to work hard on this.

Well I am done for the night and shall come back tomorrow night.

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