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Explortation

Exploration, I don't think many people truly understand this word and how much exploration plays a role in every life. Exploration can mean finding a new place to live, or exploration of oneself. To me exploration of finding oneself and exploring new lands, new places, new people are all one thing. Each item change one another, they are all dynamically combined with each other.

I have been watching so many movies about traveling and exploration, and every time I see it a long for that life, but know it won't happen for a while. For the time being though I can have other travels, travel more local but with just as much exploration as a trip a very distant land. The point is, if I am willing to move, to see new places and expose my self to these places then I am exploring myself. Something that I believe I have been evading in a stupid measure to become something I am not. The funny thing is this lesson has been placed right in front of me every time I watch these travel movies. Every show shows these people exploring the world as themselves not as who others think they should be... they truly are exploring.

One of resolutions is to find myself, and I think I am finally taking the first steps to this which funny enough helps me complete the other tasks on my resolution.

So in final words go explore because in the end you well find out more about yourself then in person can ever tell you including yourself.

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